Ahhhhh

we have now 31.3.2012 and im alone. i broke up with my boyfriend. I still really love him but it cant be like this anymore, its hurt so much. i cried  so much, he said to me that he love and that he will be always for me when i need him or i have a problem, he will be always for me there. Why my life is like a big war where never end. i have always to fight but its hurt. i cant alwas fight it  hurt so much. i cant do this anmore.... no place to go,   ,,  let me go  it hur so much i have to go without brokenheart,.... :(