ahhhh

i have to fight, i will not give up from my life. i will do nothing stupid with my life. i cant give up.  need to think positiv, i do nothing, but i want that my life ends. i  dont want to live, i have no more power, i cant , but i have to fight without strenght. I have to fight. it doesnt metter what i want, it doesnt metter if i die or i will live, cause no one love me, no one. i was always alone and i, still alone i really want to end my life.